Melly Goeslaw-Gantung

ku harus menemui cintaku
mencari tahu hubungan kita
apa masih atau tlah berakhir
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
kau menggantungkan hubungan ini
kau diamkan aku tanpa sebab
maunya apa? ku harus bagaimana?
kasih…

reff: sampai kapan kau gantung cerita cintaku
memberi harapan
hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
dan meninggalkan dirimu

detik-detik waktu pun terbuang
teganya kau menggantung cintaku
bicaralah biar semua pasti

kau menggantungkan hubungan ini
kau diamkan aku tanpa sebab
maunya apa? ku harus bagaimana?
kasih…

repeat reff

gantungnya hubungan cintaku
membuatku sakit
hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
dan meninggalkan dirimu

Ikimono Gakari--Nostalgia

Kanji

か細い声で語る　私の話を聞いて
無理に強がるわけじゃないけど　あんな風にもう泣かないから
少しずつずれていく　二人の歩幅がつらい
雨音にさえ　不意に怯えて　はぐれてく二つの傘

無邪気なまま　瞬いてる　あなたとの思い出ノスタルジア
ねえそれ以上　言わないでよ　こぼれた涙が　震える手に　落ちていく

忘れることなど　出来ると思うの　見慣れた背中を　追いかけたい
涙にまかせて　こぼれたいいわけ　信じることさえ　もう出来ない
本当の気持ちは　胸にしまう　ふたりの明日が消える前に

ありきたりな恋でいいと　素直に心揺らしてた
幼いままの　私を包む　まぼろしは空に消える

冷たいまま　動いている　時計の針はもう戻せなくて
今ほどけた　恋の糸が　戸惑う私を　切ないほど　しめつける

いとしさを超えて　悲しみを捨てて　新しい私に　今出会うの
やがて訪れる　素敵な未来に　あなたの姿は　もう見えない
本当の気持ちは　胸にしまう　ひとりの明日を歩くために

いとしさを超えて　悲しみを捨てて　新しい私に　今出会うの
やがて訪れる　素敵な未来に　あなたの姿は　もう見えない
本当の気持ちは　胸にしまう　きらめく明日に出会うために

本当の気持ちは　胸にしまう　ふたりの明日が消える前に

Romaji

Kabosoi koe de kataru watashi no hanashi wo kiite
muri ni tsuyogaru wake janai kedo anna fui ni mou naka nai kara
sukoshi zutsu zure te iku futari no hohaba ga tsurai
ama on ni sae fui ni obiete hagure teku futatsu no kasa

Mujaki na mama mabatai teru anata to no omoide nosutarujia
nee sore ijou iwa nai de yo kobore ta namida ga furueru te ni ochi te iku

Wasureru koto nado dekiru to omou no minare ta senaka o oikake tai
namida ni makase te kobore ta iiwake shinjiru koto sae mou deki nai
hontou no kimochi wa mune ni shimau futari no asu ga kieru mae ni

Ari ki tari na koi de ii to sunao ni kokoro yurashi te ta
osanai mama no watashi wo tsutsumu maboroshi wa sora ni kieru

Tsumetai mama ugoi te iru tokei no hari wa mou modose nakute
ima hodoke ta koi no ito ga tomadou watashi wo setsunai hodo shimetsukeru

Itoshi sa wo koe te kanashimi wo sute te atarashii watashi ni ima deau no
yagate otozureru suteki na mirai ni anata no sugata wa mou mie nai
hontou no kimochi wa mune ni shimau hitori no asu o aruku tame ni

Itoshi sa o koete kanashimi o sutete atarashii watashi ni ima deau no
yagate otozureru suteki na mirai ni anata no sugata wa mou mie nai
hontou no kimochi wa mune ni shimau kirameku asu ni deau tame ni
hontou no kimochi wa mune ni shimau futari no asu ga kieru mae ni

Translation

Listen to my feeble voice’s story
I’m not pretending to be strong but I won’t cry like that again
It’s hard to watch our steps slowly go out of line
Even the sound of rain frightens me as our two umbrellas part

Our memories twinkle innnocently, nostalgia
Hey, don’t say anymore, tears spill into my trembling hand

Can you forget about us? I want to chase your familiar figure
Excuses fell with tears, I can’t even believe anymore
I’ll stow my true feelings in my heart before our tomorrow disappears

My heart was shaken and all I needed was an ordinary love
The illusion that embraced this immature girl vanished in the sky

The hands of time move coldly, we can never turn them back
Now the loose threads of love painfully bind this confused girl

I’ll transcend love, discard sadness, and find the new me now
I can’t see you anymore in the wonderful future that’s coming soon
I’ll stow my true feelings in my heart so I can walk alone tomorrow

I’ll transcend love, discard sadness, and find the new me now
I can’t see you anymore in the wonderful future that’s coming soon
I’ll stow my true feelings in my heart so I can find a bright tomorrow

I’ll stow my true feelings in my heart before our tomorrow disappears

Ikimono Gakari--YELL

「“わたしは”今　どこに在るの」と　
踏みしめた足跡を　何度も見つめ返す
枯葉を抱き　秋めく窓辺に　
かじかんだ指先で　夢を描いた

翼はあるのに　飛べずにいるんだ
ひとりになるのが　恐くて　つらくて
優しいひだまりに　片寄せる日々を
越えて　僕ら　孤独な夢へと歩く

サヨナラは悲しい言葉じゃない
それぞれの夢へと僕らを繋ぐ　YELL
ともに過ごした日々を胸に抱いて
飛び立つよ　独りで　未来（つぎ）の　空へ

僕らはなぜ　答えを焦って　宛ての無い暗がりに
自己（じぶん）を探すのだろう
誰かをただ　想う涙も
真っ直ぐな　笑顔も　ここに在るのに

“ほんとうの自分”を　誰かの台詞(ことば)で　繕うことに　逃れて　迷って
ありのままの弱さと　向き合う強さを　つかみ　僕ら　初めて　明日へと　駆ける

サヨナラを誰かに告げるたびに　僕らまた変われる　強くなれるかな
たとえ違う空へ飛び立とうとも　途絶えはしない想いよ　今も胸に

永遠など無いと　気づいた時から
笑い合ったあの日も　歌い合ったあの日も
強く　深く　胸に　刻まれていく
だからこそあなたは　だからこそ僕らは
他の誰でもない　誰にも負けない
声を　挙げて　“わたし”を　生きていくよと
約束したんだ　ひとり　ひとり　ひとつ　ひとつ　道を　選んだ

サヨナラは悲しい言葉じゃない
それぞれの夢へと僕らを繋ぐ　YELL
いつかまためぐり逢うそのときまで
忘れはしない誇りよ　友よ　空へ

僕らが分かち合う言葉がある
こころからこころへ　言葉を繋ぐ　YELL
ともに過ごした日々を胸に抱いて
飛び立つよ　独りで　未来（つぎ）の　空へ


Romaji


Watashi wa ima doko ni aru no to
Fumishimeta ashiato wo nando mo mitsume kaesu
Kareha wo daki akimeku madobe ni
Kajikan da yubisaki de yume wo egaita

Tsubasa wa aru noni tobezu ni irun da
Hitori ni naru no ga kowakute Tsurakute
Yasashii hidamari ni kata yoseru hibi wo
Koete bokura kodoku na yume e to aruku

Sayonara wa kanashii kotoba janai
Sorezore no yume e to bokura wo tsunagu YELL
Tomo ni sugoshita hibi wo mune ni daite
Tobidatsu yo hitori de tsugi no sora e

Bokura wa naze kotae wo asette
Ate no nai kuragari ni
Jibun wo sagasu no darou
Dareka wo tada omou namida mo
Massugu na egao mo koko ni aru noni

"Hontou no jibun" wo dareka no kotoba de
tsukurou koto ni nogarete mayotte
arinomama no yowasa to mukiau tsuyosa wo
tsukami bokura hajimete asu e to kakeru

Sayonara wo dareka ni tsugeru tabi ni bokura mata kawareru tsuyoku nareru ka na
tatoe chigau sora e tobitatou tomo todae wa shinai omoi yo ima mo mune ni

Eien nado nai to (kidzuita toki kara)
Warai atta ano hi mo (utai atta ano hi mo)
Tsuyoku (fukaku) mune ni kizamarete iku
Dakarakoso anata wa (dakarakoso bokura wa)
Tagano dare demo nai (dare ni mo make nai)
koe wo (agete) "watashi" wo ikite iku yoto

yakusoku shitan da hitori (hitori) hitotsu (hitotsu) michi wo eranda

Sayonara wa kanashii kotoba janai
Sorezore no yume e to bokura wo tsunagu YELL
Itsuka mata meguriau sono toki made
Wasure wa shinai hokori yo tomo yo sora e

Bokura ga wakachiau kotoba ga aru
Kokoro kara kokoro e koe wo tsunagu YELL
Tomo ni sugoshita hibi wo mune ni daite
Tobidatsu yo hitori de tsugi no sora e


Translation


Looking back on the footprints I’ve left and I started
Thinking “Where am I now?”
I scooped up the dead leaves in my arms
And drew my dreams on the autumn window with my numb fingertips

I have wings but I can’t fly
I’m afraid of being alone, for it’s too painful
We’re leaving behind those days of cuddling in the gentle sun
And walking on to our lonely dreams

Goodbye isn’t a sad word
It’s a yell that connects us to our respective dreams
I’ll hold the days we spent together in my heart
And fly towards my own sky.

Why do we get impatient for an answer?
And search for an answer in darkness so deep that we get lost in it?
When we have the tears and straightforward smiles
Of just loving someone, right here?

When it comes to our real selves, we get off track, get confused
And think it’s made up by other people’s words
We’ll take hold of our natural weakness and the strength to face it
And start running to tomorrow for the first time

Maybe every time we say goodbye to someone
We can change, we can become stronger
Even if we take off to different skies
This love won’t stop it still remains in my heart

Ever since I realized there’s no such thing as eternity
The day we laughed together, and the day we sang together
Has been strongly and deeply carved into my heart
That’s why you, that’s why we
Aren’t anybody else, can’t be beaten by anyone
We raised our voices and promised that we’d live our lives our way
Each of us chose our own path

Goodbye isn’t a sad word
It’s a yell that connects us to our respective dreams
Until we meet again someday
I won’t forget this pride, my friend, into the sky

We have a word that we share
It’s a yell that connects our voices, one heart to another
I’ll hold the days we spent together in my heart
And take off alone to my next sky

Vesakh day @17/5/11 @sunway vihara

today i went to vihara with my friends...i have assignment to take photos from an event for my final project presentation,so i went with them,,and after that we went to sunway pyramid to have cold drinks,,,so hottt in hereee,,,,T_T

私 の さしんです!!

All About My Japanese Life

At Anti Love Japanese Event

At widyatama in Sashimi 2010,

I performed with Victorian band the last time before i went to study in malaysia..T_T

Just for fun in my room,,

At Japanese place at window of the world in Shenzhen

At Bunkansai Event at UPI

With My japanese songs vocal group,ZeaMayz

I like to take a photo of myself,,haha,,:p